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Alex Poniewaz
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
tumblr: witchlockmonsterfox ★

i don't really use deviantART any more. but here's my tumblr profile:…

for the basics

- alex / 26 years old / arkansas, USA
- non-binary / no gender / confused as fuck about gender
- pronouns are they/them/their with plural verbs
- panromantic / on the asexual spectrum

- schizoaffective disorder
- attention deficit hyperactivity disorder
- antisocial personality disorder
- narcissistic personality disorder
- borderline personality disorder
- post-traumatic stress disorder

- obsessions: music, psychology, abnormal psychology, psychopharmacology, drugs and drug addiction, ted bundy, and house m.d.

- recovering drug addict

that's all. bye.

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bister Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2016
no i dont hate you. i had issues. your arts lookin cool too.
thefieldfox Featured By Owner Edited Jun 10, 2016  Student General Artist
i don't even remember the original comment i left.  i think i left it when i was in a pretty bad state.. the past two years have been hard for me, recovering from drug addiction (i just now got off of suboxone, i've been off of it since february).  and they finally figured out like everything "wrong" with me psychologically, once and for all. no more misdiagnoses and confusion, it's helped a lot.  i finally have a good therapist, too.

like i'm not going to say what you all did to me (harassing me, etc,) was okay but sometimes i kind of wish i would have listened to certain things, like... when you and other people would remark on how arrogant i was, and egotistical.   i just got diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder (along with the two other PDs i already was diagnosed with) and ... it explained a lot.  it was the final missing piece to figuring out my mental health and what to do about it.

i think i was developing it at the time, when i was a mid-to-older adolescent. it was a reaction to a lot of things going on in my life, from being abused as a child to many others. it was all very hard to admit and i wish i wasn't sitting here at 26 years old realizing this now, but yeah.   i'm not saying i deserved it and i know some people genuinely tried to point these things out to me.  

i had a lot of problems and i still do, but i feel wiser about them now. i just think we all realize a lot of things as we get older, i guess.

and thank you!  i haven't really been drawing much lately though, haha. your art looks nice too.
Tugera Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2015  Student General Artist
Happy birthday!
FaIIenKing Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014
I Love you art! Please consider joining :iconart-galaxy: To share you art. Thanks!:)
thefieldfox Featured By Owner Edited Dec 21, 2014  Student General Artist
I'm confused what the point of a group is exactly, would you mind explaining? I also haven't been in a group in 10 years on here so I don't know how they've changed.  They were pretty pointless then... thanks though!
Hazrak Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014
How are you feeling? :0
Sara-Bilders Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Omfg Thank you? You about gave me a heart attack there when I saw that notification and it is so sweet of you. o3o I needed that pickme up big time. Thank you. 
thefieldfox Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Student General Artist
no problem!! and sorry it took me so long to get back to you with those points!
GoatofWisdom Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2014
plazadelpirul Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the llama trade :la:
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